To Die In Fall

Reblogged from tim hodgson's blog:

Funerals are for the living. The man lying in the coffin about to be lowered into the ground, the woman reduced to ashes in an urn about to be sealed in a crematorium, the sailor dragged to the bottom of the ocean by the weight of a stone—they don't care. Ashes to ashes and dust to dust in the literal sense.

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I didn't get to say goodbye to Tim Hodgson before he left Ypsilanti - but at least I can read about it.

Energy Detectives!

The September issue of TechDirections carried an article I contributed titled “Energy Detectives!”

The growing field of energy assessment for buildings presents opportunities for teachers to engage students in topics related to current issues, science, technology, and communication skills. And students who find satisfaction in energy auditing might consider expanding their interests into a career.

TechDirections focuses on ways teachers can apply  science and technology topics in their classrooms. The publication is based in Ann Arbor, Michigan.

Other people’s time

Paul Ford gave this speech to the graduating class of the Interaction Design MFA program at the School of Visual Arts in New York City. In the speech, Ford advocates for the time that users will spend interacting with devices and interfaces produced by these graduates. I like the way that Ford plays with the division and demarcation of time through the ten sections of the speech.

Read 10 Timeframes by Paul Ford at Contents Magazine.

Sunburned Memory

“And how long was your father asleep by the pool?” The nurse’s voice bit into my seven year old ears. Of all the images of peeling skin and sun poisoned shoulders that should have burned themselves into my memory, only the school nurse’s question from that hot September day stuck with me twenty years later.

The sun shining through the open car window triggered those words vividly. Lisa sat in the passenger seat with her iPod shooting pop music into her ears. She couldn’t hear the miniature squeals of strain from the sun baking my skin.

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Visiting Davy

My choppy request tested the guard’s patience, yet I instantly noticed the signature of Davy’s last visitor: our mother. She told me that Davy still refused to talk, and asked if I would go to him.

Nine weeks ago Davy decided that he wanted the surgery. Mom delivered the ultimatum: a one thousand dollar check and a moving truck rental, or the surgery. His fury exploded through the house. I should have stayed, but I snuck out the back and got in my truck and drove to work four hours before my shift started.

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Introducing Jin

The following passage was prepared for tomorrow’s Creative Writing class. My task was to introduce a character. I drew heavily from a professor at Michigan State University whom I admired.

Jin’s arrival accounted precisely for the time needed to navigate the receptionist at the State Housing Authority. “Good morning Rhonda,” he said as though they were old friends from Seoul.
“Hello sir,” she said, thrown off by the use of her first name. The Asian man carrying a leather briefcase was not somebody she immediately recognized visually or by the sound of his voice. His suit jacket had an anonymous appearance, as though it could fit on anybody and have no affect on their style.
Jin stopped at the exact distance that was appropriate from her desk. A desk that was in his opinion a barricade between the decisions coming from this office and the people who would could potentially be their strongest allies. Jin did not let this contempt linger in his mind for more than a second and refocused on Rhonda.
“I am here for a meeting with Roger Ballard.” Jin said. Rhonda reached over to page her supervisor. The click of the phone receiver disrupted the lobby’s silence more than his voice. Rhonda suddenly became very self aware of everything around her.
Jin walked only two steps in front of the elevator doors on the eighteenth floor. The din of typing and work-related conversations barely indicated that life existed in this place. The glass door on his right opened as three well-dressed men walked across the lobby to greet him. Before the door shut behind them Jin had greeted each of them “Kevin, Aaron, and Roger. Good to see you.”
In Jin’s view a thing always should conceal its true intention. The pretense of his meeting at the State Housing Authority was to discuss internship opportunities for students in his introductory college level classes. Paperwork filled acres of cabinet space inside the Authority’s headquarters. The three men now shaking Jin’s hand welcomed the possibility of hiring eager college students to sort the unimaginable volume of applications, notices, and memos. They led him to a bland, windowless, yet respectably furnished conference room.
With a few carefully placed signals, Jin could tell if a person was driven by their work. Today’s small talk (that most people subconsciously started with Jin) acted like a litmus test for their commitment to their vocation. At its natural end Jin said, “Gentlemen,” and opened a void in the floor with the breath in his voice. He continued “I would like for you to entertain a proposal.” The vagueness of his request surprised the men hosting the meeting. After a moment of silence which Jin took as consent he said, “I would like for my graduate student Gillian to assist the Governor’s select committee on Housing.”
This silence was different, it was stunned and surprised by the size of the request. Only high level department managers served on the Governor’s select committee.
“A voice is needed to represent the future.” Jin continued to explain. He eventually mentioned how many undergraduates he could send to work in the administrative tasks that Kevin and Aaron had hoped for. Six interns was double the number mentioned in his initial letter.
Jin knew that he would need to convince Roger, the department manager. His brows were slightly furrowed and he fussed with the face of his watch; two indicators of his apprehension toward this proposal. “Roger, I believe we share a purpose, and I wish to help you fulfill it.” Jin said facing his counterpart directly.
Twenty minutes later a burst of boisterous laughter distracted nearby cubicle dwellers. The three men walked with Jin to the elevators, smiles brushed on their faces.
Gillian owed a debt of gratitude to her professor for that meeting. She kept a photo taken at the city’s only Korean restaurant with her classmates and Jin on her desk, facing her visitors. Jin’s broad smile invited conversation from all who saw it, including the governor.

Creative Writing 101

In less than one hour I will begin a class on Creative Writing at Washtneaw Community College. I am looking forward to sharing some of the work that I produce from this experience through this website.
I was on the fence about this class for a few weeks until one day I clicked on the WCC class list and read: “two spaces remaining.” In a marketing class, this type of signal might be classified as an “urgency” or “scarcity” promotion. It worked in tipping me over the edge in my decision to volunteer my credit card information to WCC.
Here is the class description:

This class offers a gentle, structured environment where you can find inspiration for your work. Fellow writers and an experienced instructor and author read your work and offer thoughtful feedback. You’ll also look at others’ work through the eyes of a writer.

I haven’t heard anything from the instructor – so I am planning to bring a note book and a pen and nothing else.

Aunt Helena’s Mother


Over Thanksgiving, my grandmother related a story about how her aunt Helena’s mother had run away with the free fair many years ago. The details were foggy, but she was just one of uncounted youth who left home mysteriously and without any clear destination. The story below is my re-interpretation of this event.

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